I'M BACK.

GUYSSS!

Yes it's me... Wow, it's been a while huh?

I'm sooo sorry for not posting anything in so long. I was busy with the ending of my schoolyear and then I had vacation. But now that vacation time has ended and school has begun again I can post a little more!

Right now my dad wants to work on the pc, so I can't write a really long post, but as soon as I have the time, I will post a long ass story! :)

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

Talking Japanese.

Today I was waiting for my train with my friend and some Japanese tourists tapped my shoulder. I turned around and was already sensing what they wanted. I smiled and waited for the question. In broken English they asked if I knew they way to tram seventeen. I knew and tried to explain in english, but they didn't get it.
Throwing away my shyness, I tried to tell them in Japanese. I was kinda scared of their reaction and fiddled with the hem of my shirt. Their eyes widened and they rapidly spoke to eachother, not expecting me to start talking broken Japanese. And as if by a miracle, they understood me!

After a couple minutes of explaining where to go in half English half Japanese and a couple of "Sugoii!"'s and "Uwaa"'s they turned and walked away. My friend was looking at me as if i've grown two heads, but I couldn't be happier. I actually helped some Japanese people find their way in Japanese! I can die peacefully now :)

After the morning events I could enjoy the nice weather we had in Holland. It's not every day you can walk without your coat on and enjoy the warmth of the sun on your skin. So, overall, I had a pretty effin' good day!

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

School sucks.

Today I woke up to the lovely sound of my alarm system, also known as my blackberry. I did however, make sure that my alarm was a nice song so that I won't be waking up as godzilla and trying to smash my mobile into the ground. I'm just sayin' .Right now i'm sitting in class and outside is a highly annoying sound of a churchbell ringing and playing tunes. It's 10.14 am god dammit! Shut the hell up! I'm seriously considering of trowing my computer out the window and hoping that by a miracle it will fly against the church and break it. I can dream right?

I guess I need to work now, but I don't waaant to! Whining is something i'm very good at, if you haven't noticed before. Hehehe.
The fact that i'll be working with a computer doesn't quite help me with trying to do my homework. *sigh*
Okaaaay, Esmee focus! You're grades aren't that good, if you look at math, so suck it up and work. Rambling at myself again... I'm very good at that too. That's why I have this lovely blog ^-^

I guess I have whined and rambled on enough for today. Now let's try and be productive today! (I don't think it'll work, but one can hope, right?)

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

What I have been up to lately.

I'll begin with saying i'm sooo sorry for not updating in what, 2 months? Yes, it's a lame excuse, but I have been very busy with school. Not so long ago my grades were not that good and I had to turn them into good ones. Right now half of my grades are turned good and I have to take care of the other half now. I blame myself and my lazy attitude, but hey, what do you expect from a 17 year old yaoi/anime/kpop lover?

Moving on...

Right now between school activities i'm re-watching Family Outing and watching Running Man whenever there's a new episode. I have to say that Monday Couple is the best! I love you Gary oppa! And ofcourse the whole Running Man cast ^-^

Also, I am thinking about changing my template because, well, i'm not liking it so much anymore. I just want a simple template with a cute banner and that's it. Maybe tomorrow when i'm finished with my homework i'll change my blog template. I think I will.

Sayounara,

Esmée-chan.

busy, busy, busy!

Omo!
I can't believe I haven't posted in so long! *gives you a stick* Please beat me if you want to.
I'm really sorry for not posting in so long, but I blame school! My grades are not that good and on top of that I have a shit load of homework. Although there is one particulair homework assignment wich I find very awesome and can't wait 'till I have finished it! The assignment is about drawing your own 'character'. So that basically means that you can draw anything as long as it has some human 'things'. As it is saturday today, I made a sketch about my character and I will post it on here if she's finished!

It's 23.56 now as I am writing this and I really need some sleep, but yunjae fanfiction is keeping me up!!! But hey, you can't really blame yunjae... They are friggin' hot! I am rambling now... But I don't care! :)

Oh yeah, some of you mailed me to ask wich pairs or couples in kpop I ship and here's the list:

- jonkey
- eunhae
- yunjae 
- hanchul
- yesung x ryeowook
- kyuhyun x sungmin
- 2min
- kangteuk
- yoosu
- changmin x kibum

and many more wich I can't sum up right now because my brain isn't fully working... :3

Well that was it for today, hoped you liked the post and don't forget: follow me!

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

Birthday games!

As you all know my birthday is next week (January 18th) and I find myself under the heated gaze of my parents when they ask me what I want to do when I celebrate it. And as an answer I look at them owlishly and say "I don't know." I must have made a mistake when saying that because my mom looks at me with an angry expression, trows her hands in the air and retorts, "Fine! Do it yourself then!"

Why oh why is it so hard to come up with a birthday plan? I mean, invite some friends over and that's it, right? But, obviously my family and friends think otherwise. Damn.

Luckily yesterday I made a plan(?) for my birthday. I have decided I want to do a game night. That's right, a game night. Just playing old games, stuffing your face with pizza and taking pictures with friends while making the most funny and ugly faces you can think of. This is my kind of thing and i'm happy with that. I don't need some huge party with people I don't even know. Just a night with my friends, family and food is all I need.

Now I want to ask you guys if you know old and funny games we can play. I already have hints included in my list and ofcourse Monopoly. Just mail me if you have some ideas. :)

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

Back in Holland.

Honestly i'm too tired to write a whole post right now, so i'll stick with this little thingy:


A few hours ago we -as in me and my parents- arrived from Curacao. Our flight departed at 18.15-ish and as you all know the time difference between Curacao and Holland is 5 hours. So basically it's noon here in Holland, but in my head it's still night... FML
I'm very tired right now, but I can't sleep because that will mess up my whole bio-thing in my head, thing. Sooo, ending this quick little post, I wanted to say I had loads of fun in Curacao with my family and I will miss them very much! :'(


I hope you guys had a very nice Christmas and a spectacular New Year!

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

Almost New Years!

I'm really really sorry for not posting in such a long time OTL
That said, I'm loving my time in Curacao! It's just like time stops a bit and I can actually enjoy life without books and photoshop. Not that I have something against school... jk
I found a new kind of writing 'style' where I can express myself a little better in :)
I'm also working on my own book! Very excited about that! Also hoping that my writing doesn't suck too bad. I mean having you parents judge your writing skills can be a little risky at times..
But, yeah, on with the holiday spirit talk!
I know it's a bit late, but I don't give a sh*t, Merry Christmas! 
I also want to wish you all a very Happy New Year!


BTW, some people have mailed me asking if I could write some yaoi stories, and Hey, who am I to decline that? :)
So people, look foreward to some yummie yaoi goodness, written by Moi!

Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

Livin' the good life.

I am now sitting on the veranda, the soft wind trough my hair, and guess what? There is no freaking sun! Like what the heck :(

Guys, I need my sunnnnnn! I know i'm kinda exaggerating here, but common'! If you are on vacation in a warm/hot country you want sun, am I right? 

Sooo, to close of this rant, I am going to pray for some sun and hoping I get to go to the beach :)

Lots of love and sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

Ps, my cousin is bothering me... :p

Hello vacation!

Sooo,

It's been a while since i've posted. So sowwy :(
BUT, I have cool news! You want to know what it is???
I bet you do! So i'm just going to tell you...

Tomorrow I will be in the plane towards Curacao! I know, I know it's awesome right?!
Actually that was the only news I had to say...

I'm now in class and my teacher is looking at me weirdly so I guess i'm going to work now.

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan

Tired-ness

Right now it's 9.13 am and i'm sitting behind my computer at school. I am tired! Goddammit!
I am trying to come up with some ideas for my next post and so far people have been emailing me and asking me to post one about anime.
I think that's a great idea! YaoiFangirlKayo said in a comment that she wanted me to do a top ten about my favorite anime. I'll think about that one ;)


Okay so umm I have nothing more to say.. 
I'll get going now and hope I survive this day at school >-<

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan.

New ideas.

Hello there all you beautiful people,

I am now laying on my bed writing this not so interesting post before i'm going to school in a couple of minutes. 
I am really glad that you liked my yaoi-special! Although it was a bit late...
I also want to say 'hi' to all my new followers and say thank you to the ones that have been following me from the beginning. You guys are awesome!
Question: What do you want for a next post? Write your ideas in the comments below and maybe I will post your idea next!
Oh shit, you guys are making me late for school! Bad, bad, bad!

The last thing I wanted to say was: 
OMG my blog has almost reached 10.000 views! Thanks to all people that maybe by 'accident' or just because they wanted, read my blog. It means alot!

Sayounara,

Esmee-chan. 

I'm working on it!

Hi guys!
I'm working on my yaoi-special, but i'm very busy with school now...
I think in about a week I have it done! Just have a little bit more patience <3

Love you!

Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.

Twitter.

Finally I have made one! 
If you don't know what I mean, then your an idiot. No jk. I mean a twitter account!
My friend Kayleigh pushed me into it! At first I was like everybody else and thought: Twitter sucks arse. But then I kinda changed my mind and with the help of my lovely friend I made my account. 
I was first debating wether or not to make my twitter public, but in the end I made it private, because I don't like weird people or strangers to automaticly know or see anything about me. 
BUT, that doesn't mean 'you' ,as in my lovely readers, can't follow me! And don't get your hopes up, my twitter isn't fancy or anything. It's just a place where I can already tell you about new ideas for my blog and that kinda stuff. 
I put a Twitter Follow and Tweet button under my 'about me' so if your interested, click it and follow!

For now:
Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.

Meh.

Hello,

As you can see I wanted another font, so yeah. Uhm... I have been very busy with school and thinking for new posts, so please bear with me! A list of epic faces part 2 will be soon and a yaoi-special is coming up! So stay tuned everybody!
For now, have a good day and enjoy the weekend :)

Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.

New blog!

Well hello there!
Finally I have decided to create my online diary! I always wanted to keep a diary and I have succeeded for like, three months, but seeing as how lazy I am to even pick up a pen to write it, I thought of a more clever way. As you all know I almost spend my whole day behind the computer, so why not keep track of a 'online' diary? Hmmm, smart riiiiight? :)

So from now on I will keep my own online diary. I would say: FOLLOW! ^-^
And don't worry, I will not abandon this blog! This is just my own little random anime world kinda blog! My diary is just my other outlet... ;)

Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.

Ps, follow, follow, follow: http://onlinediaryofateenager.blogspot.com/

I hate working... Seriously, I hate it.

Damn my life!

Sorry that wasn't exactly the perfect way to begin my post, or should i say my little 'rant' about working...
Let us start over:

Hi! Hi... Hi? Ugh... Whatever, on with the topic.

I'm so sorry that i haven't posted in a while! I blame it on my lame vacation work...
I have a vacation job for the next two weeks and it makes me incredibly tired!
I'm not lying when i say my vacation work is lame. It is. Really. I will tell you what i have to do so you understand the lameness of it better.

For my vacation work I am working at my dad's company. It is a company that helps you buy houses or something... Something with computers at least.
I have to wake up at 7am the next two weeks. 7am! God damnit! Then i have to ride on my bike (yes i can ride a bike...) to his company building. And let me say that Holland doesn't quite has the best weather in the world.
When i'm finally there I have to sit behind a desk all day long looking up people's personal numbers (you know those numbers on your passport) and it's BORING!
It actually feels like that computer is draining my soul out! And me having a lazy nature doesn't help either...
But hey I earn money with it, so I better keep up the good work!

Yeah... Do you finally understand the lameness of it? I know I do.
I will TRY and post once or twice in these two weeks, but don't count on it :(

Sayounara,
A tired/bored/pissed Esmee-chan.

Brides Maids

Two days ago i went to the movie Brides Maids. I went with my friend and we sat down in the dark room. Ofcourse i had bought a box full of nachos and salsa. Hey what can i say? I just love nachos! Hmmm nachos...
Nachos
Nachos
Nachos
Nachos
Nachos
NACHOS!

Yeah sorry for that...

ANYWHO,

So, i went to Brides Maids and it was awesome! I laughed so hard i was crying. Wow those women were crazy! Brides Maids is def a movie i could see 100 times and NOT get bored!!!
I would sooo recommend this movie to anybody who likes a good laugh! ;)

That was it for today...

Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.

Comments!

OMG! A couple of minutes ago i went on my blog to write a new post and what did i see? Four lovely comments! YAY! I'm sooo happy now! I think i am so happy i could die... Just kidding...

Anywho,

FOUR comments! In ONE day! That must be a record or something... Oh! And as if it's a miracle, i also have ten followers now! *Dances mentally*

So, thankyou so much Jolenelovesanime and YaoiFangirlKayo for the lovely comments! I hope you like my posts and that you comment more!

Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.

Ps, @YaoiFangirlKayo, ikr?! Rummikub sucks ass! xD
And i think it is indeed a good idea to write about yaoi in my next post! Thanks for giving me the idea ;)

Shitty weather

HI!

Sorry, but i just had to say that. It feels like i've neglected this blog although it's only been a couple of days...
I still have no idea about wich anime i should write next... ARGHHHH! I'm getting seriously frustrated here. My niece is sitting beside me and is looking at me as if i'm deranged. Whoops...
I'm on vacation now somewhere in Holland and it's raining! The WHOLE day long! Perfect shitty weather if you ask me... But it's also perfect weather to lay on your lazy ass with your laptop and write boring posts for your blog to try and entertain people with your not so funny life... Whoa this is getting pathetic...

Well, now i'm going to stuff my face with chips and play Rummikub with my family. I will post again asap.

Sayounara,
Esmee-chan.