Monday, October 8, 2012

Change isn't so bad after all!

Hello my little fangirls and fanboys!

A couple of days ago I recorded myself watching TVXQ's comeback Catch Me. When I wanted to edit it imovie decided to be a bitch and did not cooperate at all. When I decided I wanted to edit it with something else I noticed all my material was gone. Nothing. I was left with nothing. After all my hard work! Le sigh.

Sooo, still no video of me, BUT, not to worry! When I get a good camera and microphone i'll finally upload my video's! Gosh, this Youtube thing is taking forever! But, it's all for you guys! Right? RIGHT?!

It's been a while since i've had this blog and I want to say that I love all my followers and silent readers! It's amazing to me that people in America, France and Australia are reading this blog and it makes me all fuzzy inside~^^!

I'm still thinking of giving this blog a complete make-over, but i'll do that when I have time. I am still learning things and with time I hope that my youtube channel and this blog will be loved by many! Thank you to all the people that stayed with me and traveled with me on this internet adventure!



Friday, August 31, 2012



Yes it's me... Wow, it's been a while huh?

I'm sooo sorry for not posting anything in so long. I was busy with the ending of my schoolyear and then I had vacation. But now that vacation time has ended and school has begun again I can post a little more!

Right now my dad wants to work on the pc, so I can't write a really long post, but as soon as I have the time, I will post a long ass story! :)


Wednesday, April 4, 2012

M.I.B's Celebrate!

GUYSSS! I know this isn't a regular post, but M.I.B's new single Celebrate just came out and i'm PUMPED. I am literally raping the replay button and can't stop dancing! M.I.B is so underrated and i'm glad they finally have some attention ^-^

Check out the MV below!

Friday, March 23, 2012

SHINee's Sherlock!

I know I just posted, but I need you to dance and sing with me on this one!

Talking Japanese.

Today I was waiting for my train with my friend and some Japanese tourists tapped my shoulder. I turned around and was already sensing what they wanted. I smiled and waited for the question. In broken English they asked if I knew they way to tram seventeen. I knew and tried to explain in english, but they didn't get it.
Throwing away my shyness, I tried to tell them in Japanese. I was kinda scared of their reaction and fiddled with the hem of my shirt. Their eyes widened and they rapidly spoke to eachother, not expecting me to start talking broken Japanese. And as if by a miracle, they understood me!

After a couple minutes of explaining where to go in half English half Japanese and a couple of "Sugoii!"'s and "Uwaa"'s they turned and walked away. My friend was looking at me as if i've grown two heads, but I couldn't be happier. I actually helped some Japanese people find their way in Japanese! I can die peacefully now :)

After the morning events I could enjoy the nice weather we had in Holland. It's not every day you can walk without your coat on and enjoy the warmth of the sun on your skin. So, overall, I had a pretty effin' good day!


Monday, March 19, 2012

School sucks.

Today I woke up to the lovely sound of my alarm system, also known as my blackberry. I did however, make sure that my alarm was a nice song so that I won't be waking up as godzilla and trying to smash my mobile into the ground. I'm just sayin' .Right now i'm sitting in class and outside is a highly annoying sound of a churchbell ringing and playing tunes. It's 10.14 am god dammit! Shut the hell up! I'm seriously considering of trowing my computer out the window and hoping that by a miracle it will fly against the church and break it. I can dream right?

I guess I need to work now, but I don't waaant to! Whining is something i'm very good at, if you haven't noticed before. Hehehe.
The fact that i'll be working with a computer doesn't quite help me with trying to do my homework. *sigh*
Okaaaay, Esmee focus! You're grades aren't that good, if you look at math, so suck it up and work. Rambling at myself again... I'm very good at that too. That's why I have this lovely blog ^-^

I guess I have whined and rambled on enough for today. Now let's try and be productive today! (I don't think it'll work, but one can hope, right?)


Saturday, March 17, 2012

What I have been up to lately.

I'll begin with saying i'm sooo sorry for not updating in what, 2 months? Yes, it's a lame excuse, but I have been very busy with school. Not so long ago my grades were not that good and I had to turn them into good ones. Right now half of my grades are turned good and I have to take care of the other half now. I blame myself and my lazy attitude, but hey, what do you expect from a 17 year old yaoi/anime/kpop lover?

Moving on...

Right now between school activities i'm re-watching Family Outing and watching Running Man whenever there's a new episode. I have to say that Monday Couple is the best! I love you Gary oppa! And ofcourse the whole Running Man cast ^-^

Also, I am thinking about changing my template because, well, i'm not liking it so much anymore. I just want a simple template with a cute banner and that's it. Maybe tomorrow when i'm finished with my homework i'll change my blog template. I think I will.


Saturday, February 11, 2012

busy, busy, busy!

I can't believe I haven't posted in so long! *gives you a stick* Please beat me if you want to.
I'm really sorry for not posting in so long, but I blame school! My grades are not that good and on top of that I have a shit load of homework. Although there is one particulair homework assignment wich I find very awesome and can't wait 'till I have finished it! The assignment is about drawing your own 'character'. So that basically means that you can draw anything as long as it has some human 'things'. As it is saturday today, I made a sketch about my character and I will post it on here if she's finished!

It's 23.56 now as I am writing this and I really need some sleep, but yunjae fanfiction is keeping me up!!! But hey, you can't really blame yunjae... They are friggin' hot! I am rambling now... But I don't care! :)

Oh yeah, some of you mailed me to ask wich pairs or couples in kpop I ship and here's the list:

- jonkey
- eunhae
- yunjae 
- hanchul
- yesung x ryeowook
- kyuhyun x sungmin
- 2min
- kangteuk
- yoosu
- changmin x kibum

and many more wich I can't sum up right now because my brain isn't fully working... :3

Well that was it for today, hoped you liked the post and don't forget: follow me!


Thursday, January 12, 2012

Birthday games!

As you all know my birthday is next week (January 18th) and I find myself under the heated gaze of my parents when they ask me what I want to do when I celebrate it. And as an answer I look at them owlishly and say "I don't know." I must have made a mistake when saying that because my mom looks at me with an angry expression, trows her hands in the air and retorts, "Fine! Do it yourself then!"
Why oh why is it so hard to come up with a birthday plan? I mean, invite some friends over and that's it, right? But, obviously my family and friends think otherwise. Damn.
Luckily yesterday I made a plan(?) for my birthday. I have decided I want to do a game night. That's right, a game night. Just playing old games, stuffing your face with pizza and taking pictures with friends while making the most funny and ugly faces you can think of. This is my kind of thing and i'm happy with that. I don't need some huge party with people I don't even know. Just a night with my friends, family and food is all I need.

Now I want to ask you guys if you know old and funny games we can play. I already have hints included in my list and ofcourse Monopoly. Just mail me if you have some ideas. :)


Saturday, January 7, 2012

Back in Holland.

Honestly i'm too tired to write a whole post right now, so i'll stick with this little thingy:

A few hours ago we -as in me and my parents- arrived from Curacao. Our flight departed at 18.15-ish and as you all know the time difference between Curacao and Holland is 5 hours. So basically it's noon here in Holland, but in my head it's still night... FML
I'm very tired right now, but I can't sleep because that will mess up my whole bio-thing in my head, thing. Sooo, ending this quick little post, I wanted to say I had loads of fun in Curacao with my family and I will miss them very much! :'(

I hope you guys had a very nice Christmas and a spectacular New Year!